Wednesday, December 8, 2021

Holiday Card


This image was just so stunning to me that I decided to use it for our holiday card. 
We added a photo of Kuba and a poem about reaching by Mary Oliver.  
We sorta loved it.  

Where Does the Temple Begin, Where Does it End? 

There are things you can't reach.  But you can reach out to them, and all day long.

The wind, the bird flying away.  The idea of God.
And it can keep you as busy as anything else, and happier. 

The snake slides away; the fish jumps like a little lily, 
out of the water and back in; the goldfinches 
sing from the unreachable top of the tree.

I look; morning to night I am never done with looking. 

Looking I mean not just standing around, but standing around
as though with your arms open.

And thinking: maybe something will come, some
shining coil of wind,
or a few leaves from any old tree'
they are all in this too.

And now I will tell you the truth.
Everything in the world 
comes.  

At least, closer.
And, cordially.

Like the nibbling, tinsel-eyed fish; the unlooping snake.
Like goldfinches, little dolls of gold
fluttering around the corner of the sky 

of God, the blue air.  

Friday, November 26, 2021

Thanksgiving







We celebrated Thanksgiving this year at home with family.
It was grandma's first time home after going to the nursing home.
I was super anxious about how she would be, worrying she would be sad and not want to return. 
My anxiety kept me from being fully present and enjoying the holiday fully. 
And in a way I was right.  She was very anxious herself and didn't want to return that evening. 
It was all I could do to not breakdown from overwhelming compassion. 
And yet, the holiday was celebrated and we did the best we could to make it beautiful and delicious....even though the underlying pink elephant was Grandma's happiness.  

 

Saturday, November 20, 2021

Wednesday, November 10, 2021

Circo Tempesta




                                                                                                                                               Yet another awesome performance by Kuba in Circo Tempesta.  
He played the strongman and he was fantastic!   

Saturday, November 6, 2021

Pine Never Looked So Good Before




We are laying down new wood floors upstairs.
Pine flooring.
We got a deal on a pallet of pine and decided to go for it.
It's been the catalyst for an entire upstairs renovation project.
Peter and Anna have been super busy redoing electric, tearing down and building new walls, laying down floors, and we are getting closer and closer to a newly renovated upstairs.
This was facilitated by Peter urging us to build a room for Kuba.
He was right.


 

F O U R T E E N - Take 2

 


(the above video is from 2019!! - but I just happened to find it and decided to post it here) 

Tuesday, November 2, 2021

FOURTEEN

 




Kuba celebrated his fourteenth birthday today. 
He continues to be a feisty, passionate, enlivened being.
His fourteenth year was full of the strangeness of the pandemic still, yet he was able to do lots of theater with Very Merry. What is new and apparent is a surge in a desire to get straight A's in middle school. 
He is very motivated to do the work.  He's physically grown so much this year that he is nearly 6 feet tall and almost taller than Anders. He pushes us to be inspired, to laugh, to enjoy life and to practice being here now.  Happy Birthday to such a bright, beautiful light.